.. the days that i cried, i bang myself into the walls..

..when all falls apart, i am there.. waiting for u..

..always loving u...

Saturday, August 20, 2011

Boebie.. U gt so much tim msg with other.. Gt so many tim check in am pit.. din even c wat i post on ur wall.. Hw?? I post on ur wall.. I wrpte it by myself.. Haiz.. Sienzzz.. Plz la.. I du no hw.. I hope i do wat i do amd appreciate..
I dun wish nextim my son or my daughter hav to gonto clubing n talk thr.. I dun wan.. Y wan lil tat?? U love ypur fam bt d way of cpmunication.. Hopelesss.. Is not d way is rational n do gud.. I really prefer sit down n talk.. Talk frm
D day til nite.. If tats a special way of comunicate i think is a way to listen n talks..

U nvr listen to me.. Nvr.. Always say u knw u knw.. Bt.. Wen do u knw really act.. Cn u knw act?? Plz.. I wan knw..

Everynite clubing.. Consider plz.. U angry on wat i do.. Cn i angry.. I heartbrake.. Wen u read dis.. I knw.. U will say i did dis before.. Bt i knw.. Wen i let u read dis.. U chg already.. Everytim ubec everytim u club.. Think about it..

Hw i feel.. Hw i cry.. Hw my tears go.. Let it be.. Let me b sad.. Lst me b beartbroke.. Let it all my hashful feeling go ba.. Haiz.. Suan le..

Saturday, August 13, 2011

选择,我爱的。。
你在乎吗??
我爱的。。我爱自由。。
爱怎么了? 真的要牺牲吗??

我要牺牲很多才得到你。。
我真的,,在考虑。。
我要想得很清楚。。
人,真的自私的。。

救命。。我好像有人能为我解答。。谢谢。。

Thursday, August 4, 2011

it's been quite a long time since the last post.. about more than a month..
an extreme and exotic month i have.. so much pain and so much effort i put in..
but in contrast.. i get back so much love and also the care i desire off..
alots of truth that really have spike on them.. mostly do hurts and will leave a big scar that really seen..

but.. i really do did wrk hard on my temper.. my anger and my furious.. i try to control my own feeling of curious coz.. i t really kills me.. slowly and deathly..
is a habit that i hope myself would shift to things that are more matters in my life..

bie..
one day u will c dis blog..
c whre i transform.. whr i have my anger and temper all groups together..

i wish u do understand.. is a long process and is a process that i nid to be thr..
i love u only and love u always.. plz.. have the same to me.. i really hope.. love u bie..
mwahs..