.. the days that i cried, i bang myself into the walls..

..when all falls apart, i am there.. waiting for u..

..always loving u...

Monday, December 19, 2011

i think off.. that night.. when ur birthday..
i wish.. i have a birthday like u..
mayb there no ppl will celebrate for me.. but at least everything is in plan..

i hope u won fight back with me..
i hope u can admit ur mistake..
i hope u can learn alot more than me..
i hope there are no arguement that night..
no..
there is nothing that night.. no photo and no nothing..

i hope some one will do it by heart.. nt las min buy a birthday cad..
very sui bian..
i lastim is just vry sui bian.. so i lost u.. i lost myself bz i too ask for more too myself and ourself..

i m crying n who knows.. u nvr knw.. u will nvr know.. all my ffeling is here.. when will u knw.. this is all my history.. for 2 years.. i changed.. i love u..
i never love a person..

Thursday, December 1, 2011


今天,我二十岁了。。
恭喜,终于也给你盼到了。。

谢谢。。谢谢一路走来的痛。。
谢谢。。谢谢一路陪伴的苦。。
谢谢。。谢谢一路拥有的伤。。

这次,真的是一个人。。
一个人的生日,一个人的寂寞。。
泪在流,不停啊!!
孤单在伴随,不爽啊!!

真的不知道怎么办好。。
不是我不爱你。。
爱得非常勇敢。。爱得非常真诚。。
爱得非常体恤。。爱得非常真心。。

我不知道你想要什么。。
我真的不知道。。
没关系。。 我真的没关系。。只要你开心就好。。

我爱你。。
吃着我自己卖给我自己的蛋糕。。
今晚,我真的是一个人。。