.. the days that i cried, i bang myself into the walls..

..when all falls apart, i am there.. waiting for u..

..always loving u...

Thursday, April 26, 2012

Just finish my facial.. hehe.. just had my face done sui sui..
 at there.. heard a rather sad and sorrow story..

she waited her bf or years.. thy been together for 8 years.. and she left her a few days ago..
alot of reason since her bf is doing drugs and also having unknown sex partner..
so SHE LEFT...

she is trying very hard to forget and she is trying super hard to overcome it..
she is just a wall behind but i really can feel her tears and feelings that crumbles in her minds and the deep curt on and into the heart is so obvious..

U left or i left bie??
i dunno.. i am stil thinking..
i  work very hard and every hard effort to have you stay and i really did..
i love you and for this seconds i am aware of that..

i will continue my single life and be waiting here to hears the answer..

Thursday, April 19, 2012

do u still remember.. the days..
where you dress up well just to show off in front of d scrren with me??
stil remember we stay up til midnite to celebrate each birthday..
we use to do that.. celbrate valentim..
celbrate my birthday..
i never miss evything of u when i started to knw u..
i love who you are.. i really do.. i wan to be again..

i love the true feeling where i am stil having now.. this is how i feel.i dunno about you..
it hurt me d most that night..
with hurts im typing this and with tears as dropping as im typing this..
i never kiss and hold onto others besides you..
i love you adn i stil do..

i love my birthday.. caus after so many years of sadness i dun have my party.. i dun have my own cakes..
but i have 2.. i love it.. i have 2 cakes.. i love you..
i love you

Tuesday, April 17, 2012

看回那回忆,感伤。。

学着放开。。好多事都不看好我们。。爱不到。。

选择了,该离开。。

我前天,回到你家门口前。。
不知怎么形容。。

好想看看我到底在哪?
还是没进步,还是已经走远了。。

很乱的心情。。很差的我。。

今晚,我生病了。。
但,我还是爱着你。。