I really don't feel like sleeping for this past few days.. really not feel like to sleep

but when i get sllep i hope i never wake up.. really never had to wake up and for that.. i hope i always in my own world..

the reason is.. whenever i slept.. and i will wake and that another day.. another day of struggle, another day of frustration and another day of problem and all the other mind-solving problem are there..

so i will sleep when im tired.. and i hope i never ever do wake up again.. i nver need to wake up to face the day light.. to face the sunshine to face all the sad things that the world kindly offer as a reward of being alive.

i will remember the thrust i am having now.. the path and the feeling that i am having now. no matter how far i go.. i will take time look back and be amazed of myself how far have i bring myself to a new me.

keep going even u are down to your knee.. keep going even u are defected and keep going as u choose the path with willingness and not by any external pressure acting on u..