is fri day.. a day after everything seems so perfect.. i remember ur talk on lasnite cafe.. says.. u choose ba.. whether u want me go cameron or u want me go to clubbing..why u want me to make a choice of like this.. i dunno.. dun force me please..i wont bend mty knee down on others things or people..but in fornt of u.. there are no me.. no more self respect to myself..i have to lower down myeverything to be in love with u..
is not hard cause i know it pay off.. but please dun do things i dun like .. help me by helping urself..

i dunno..when u say so.. i dunno.. i dunno what to say.. i felt dumb ass.. i felt i am worth nothing..love..u make it hard but i will get through it..

my 6 sense.. never been so nice before..
i go and settle ur ticket.. how? i go til kl sentral and do.. wait and wiat.. is ok.. cause is for u.. money is ok.. is for u.. time is ok is for u.. my everything is ok is for u..
thse things shouldshow to u when u are matured.. i dunno i will c..

later.. i go and buy ur bb.. is hard for me to ask for others help piack me here and there.. but lucky.. people are kind to me..i am lucky.. i got all these fwen but why i din do bad with them..

bie.. i love the way u are..

u ask me to call u up at 6.. but.. i dunno.. when i cal.. u said.. i amtalking to u when u are halfway sleeping.. i dunno if i did rite or wrg.. u post on bcf wall.. hi fan.. why never hi vin.. i saw back all those msg with u d..it make me felt more bad.. very single day i cried.. how much more tears do i have for u.. i love u.. and i get u..

the way i want to celbrate ur birth day.. saying form these early month till now.. u still said want to confirm with me.. is ok.. if i cannot do so.. i will leave all things in ur doorstep.. i wan brg u to eat in a luxury place.. i duuno..u want go with fwen and other.. i dunno.. please.. known me nderstan me.. love me... love me more.. undertsan all my feelings ok.. i just want that,, ur fwen is important but how about me??

m i gonna be with u for the rest of ur life.. yesh i do.. i really do.. i vrying now.. in my heart,, for the birthday plan i do.. i cannot plan if u dun give me a actual time.. please.. please.. for god sake .. understan me.. this is not anger.. but sadness.. alove to other that work hard till no body will for everything i do.. i do love u.. please love me more.. know my feeling.. i know ur's.. whenever will u know mine.. i love u..
i love u.. i love u.. i hope i have my feeling recorded down.. i dunno.. i felt more sadness then hapiness..

no people says it is owrth it but with just a kiss just everything on the line.. i am willing to risk my everythimg for u.. why.. why never u get it.. if u really want celbrate with me.. why can't i cancel..
i cannot let u c dis now..

u wil say how selfish i am.. but i jsut want to say how hard i work on.. is not i din plan well is everything u agve me is las min..i love u.. i love u..
dabie.. please understan me abit..

u care.. but do i really seems not care.. i have to act hapy.. i am no like those..