thrus

thise thursday.. i go pasar malam w u.. i m afraid.. i dun wan u to walk.. cause really.. u are not suitable for that life.. dun ask me why i felt so.. after 2 years of this post u will c.. how am i goin to get thru this days..

i will workhard for a car.. u dun have confident to me.. how much i do and done..
i am afraid doing mistakes in front of u.. it was never easy to say sorry..
i know i got the wrong turn.. i am sorry..
i love u and i am sorry..

u told me how much he and u spending time.. he brg u to the mountain.. whr and whr.. i would also like to do so.. i dun have car because my family.. i know.. i know how much my family can do.. and my family.. how much i can do for them.. he is richer thn me now.. in10 years time.. we will c about than..

u say u think of him when he holds ur hands.. is the revenge u want from him.. i dunno how could u let him to touch anypart of ur body.. i am so sad.. so hurted.. i felt sadfor u.. i am sad.. very bt u will never understan.. cause i won let anyone touches me.. never will.. cause i am caution.. i love u..

there are many ways to express our anger and many ways to help ourselves from the canyon of dissapoinment.. but.. she choose the wrg ways..

u care more their feelings than i do.. u know i dun mind ma? i do mind.. i do love u very much.. i do want us to be together.. please.. help me.. don hurt me le..
i felt the pain of everything... is very pain..is taken away from me..

whenu holds my hands in the street of dark.. i felt happy.. i felt love is ther.e..
i am willing to be the man at your bcak..non much people will do so.. a man at the back.. how much people will do so.. i love like a girl..but i must act like a men..

i am happy when u talk to me that night it just like old time.. i dunno if is a dream of mind or a truth reality.. i have my joy.. my hapiness.. my forever..