mix..

is a mix feel of happiness and sad and also anxiousness.. and also FEAR..

hppiness..
is beacuse u awake from the mistake that u made..
made a right choice and move along.. for it and that is..

anxiousness..
anxious of how life would be after the dramatic changes..
how would things be like as the wrold keep goin and i am stil standing stil here..

FEAR
fear of what could probally happen after u leave him..
will another him stepping into ur world or how it would be like..

i dunno..
and i wait patiently to know the truth..
i know is too hard for me to wait than any thing else in this world..
i will work hard on my patient..